Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Monday, October 10, 2005

I'm collapsing from the downtime of your cherishing.

Chem today (: I think it's okay. At least I recognise the Atoms & Compounds. I know what's the Neutron no. of a certain Element. Hahah! YAY.

After school, went for lunch with Sass & Qiaos. Bestaye was having her Geog paper & Nette still having her Science paper. :) Bought the shiny bag already!! =DD Dad gave me $30 last night 'cos he strike lottery. :) Heh, shopping. Hee. Came over to my place after Nette arrived. She came home & they left.

Thank you Mich, I don't wish to carry on caring anymore.

Mom, I gotta say this. I hate you. You made me hate you, you forced this words outta me. See how biased you can get sometimes. Now compare for once, see how WELL you treat that imp & how BAD you treat this fucker here. The better chair for her & the lousier one for me? Mom, thank you. You know I've got worstest back problems ever & you're doing this. I know I did not grow up according to plan, I'm not the girl you want. I'm sorry, if I'm the only one thing that is not perfect in YOUR life. If the absense of me is gonna make you feel better, tell me straight in the face & not go about tell Zel in all sorts language how fucked up I can get. Mom, I'm not the sort of girly that makes you happy. I'm sick & tired of this life, goodbye.

Outta my life.

REPLIES!
MICHELLE } Sorry about your birthday. Didn't want it to happen either. :\
BABY! } I'm smart. Don't act like you care when you don't. HMPH! RAH! )': I Got things to tell you.
STEPH } I can't wait either! I'll call you up, or you call me up ANYWAYS hahah outing! We go human-fishing. :D
ALEX } Hey, thanks :) You too ay! Missed you :D Take care. See you tmr!
KRISTLE } Hahaha, heh. Thank you thank you. (head swelling) WEIWEN IS THE AUNTEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Hahah, so funny.

Savage Garden // The Lover After Me*
Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm standing at your doorway
I'm calling out your name because I can't move on

; stick with you